And it begins

Well Operation Beastmode officially started today. I went and had a chat last night with Spike at Focus who took my blood pressure, weight and generally sat with me and discussed my goals and a number of other aspects. It feels very professional, for the first time in a long time I feel positive about losing the weight and making the real lifestyle change that I need to go with it. I expected to feel stupid, but I didn’t; he was very open and honest; it didn’t feel condescending or belittling at all, not to say I expected Spike to be that way, but it was how I expected I might feel.

I think Spike understands a little more about me and what I really want to do, with his help and guidance I’m going to take a damn good shot at this and do it, if I don’t do it now I’ll regret it; it’s never to late to take the first step.

The first step has been taken, and I couldn’t feel more positive about it.